Okay, I'm day 20 and I don't have CRAVINGS to the point of wanting to pull out my hair but I still want to smoke everyday. The main reason I don't smoke is because I'm only 30 and have early stages Emphazema (I know that is spelled incorrectly, but there is no spell checker on this thing)and Chronic Bronchitic (same with the spelling here...and all the misspellings to follow)... so I don't want the negitive effects to my body with smoking....but is this really going to sustain me for the next 60 years? What am I missing to get past this point of desire for smoking? I'm not fanticising about smoking and I force the thought of smoking out of my head as soon as it pops in... but what I am asking of teh people who have quit longer then me is this... Am I where I should be mentally for being at 20 days? Am I missing somthing? Should I be doing something I'm not?Is this just how it will be forever? Will it get easier, because I hear that all the time, but being taht I still want to smoke everyday , I haven't seen it yet? At what point does it really get better? (Why is this so hard for me to grasp?)
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