I have been there and doneit all. Wellbuterin made my heart race, the patches gave me hives. The gum and lozenges made me gag. Im on my own and terrified. I have forever failed at all my attemps to quit. Now i want to join the fray yet again. for me and no other reason. I have suffered alot and see no reason to continue hurting myself with smoking as well. But oh it hurts to quit cold turkey. I hyperventilate, I cry like I lost my best friend and I am angry at everything...my chest gets tight, likes its harder to breath without them than it was with them...please. Is there anyway to make this easier??
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