It\'s been 2 weeks since I quit, and rather than feeling good about myself, or proud of myself, I am feeling downright awful. I\'m not in the suicidal/withdrawal that I was during the first few days, but I am definitely in a huge slump. I feel like crying all the time, I feel negative about myself - self-hatred, isolation, inability to care about anything, lack of motivation to do anything, still can\'t write in my journal, hard to focus on reading. If this is depression, well that\'s too bad because I\'m already on an antidepressant: 150mg of Effexor. I know it sounds dramatic but this is how I feel - like it\'s just now worth living.
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