I wanted to give my boyfriend, an ex-smoker, a hug last night. I had just taken a shower, but had one smoke afterward. He refused to hug me cuz I smelled like cigarettes. I have tried to quit so many times, but he tells me that I really have to WANT to quit to succeed. I believe he is right, but I really do not want to quit. Now, I face a decision. Which do I want more--him or a cigarette. I feel so alienated and confused, but I know that I cannot have both. I care so deeply for him. He's the only "normal" relationship I have ever had. So, having said that, I have made my mind up that I HAVE to quit. How do I go about that? Any suggestions?
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