Last night was the last straw. I have switched to the full face mask. My cold is gone. When I first went to bed the water was splashing in my face. My humidifier was on 3 I think so I turned it down to 2. This is after getting the mask on over my hair and all each time I have to put it on. Then I got to sleep and woke up with another choking/coughing fit!!! I'm so very very frustrated. I don't like the masks and am frustrated but it seems like I can deal with everything except for waking up having to rip my mask off in terror that I'm not going to be able to get my breath!!! I'm sick of trying masks and sick of adjusting them and getting the velcro caught in my hair and waking up with creases smashed into my face and just everything that is going along with this. I'm so angry to have to use this and feel like I have put in such a reasonable effort. It has been almost a year since my doc decided I should go for the sleep study and then all the other stuff that follows. I'm just whining. I'm so tired. I just know you guys understand. Thanks for listening.
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