Well back in the spring when my blood test pointed towards Sjogrens and possible lupus (positive speckled ana but lower end) I really didnt read much... especially about Sjogrens because I already knew enough about lupus since it was suspected for years and I just didnt feel the need to read anymore... well with my biopsy coming tomorrow I have been reading and I am really shocked at how serious and how many organs this illness affects... I just thought oh dry mouth and eyes... but it is really starting to scare me... I know I have been through a lot and I am having issues with anxiety/panic but I am just tired of feeling like a science project and again shocked at how serious this sjogrens can be. I'm almost 24 and feel 84! I am just done. The only positive thing is the prednisone and plaquinil has been helping but again I am just having one of those "I want to give up moments" Any of you get days like this? especially when you have to get more procedures or see more specialists? I just feel like giving up sometimes but I have two beautiful children that fortunately keep me going (4 & almost 2) and an amazing supportive husband... but mentally it's just... hard.
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