Who here is a woman who has raised one child (a boy) alone all his life? No father in the picture at all, not even any real male figures because you always pushed guys away out of fear of getting close and distrust? It has been so difficult for me watching my son grow up and experiences all the little things with him without anyone else to share him with. He's 15 now. I'm trying to date more now and get close to guys. I wonder how this has affected him really. To never have a male in his life. I feel I've taught him to push people away, to be insecure, and distrustful. I feel so guilty for being messed up and not providing all he deserves. He's such a smart gorgeous boy. He probably really craves and will always crave male attention feeling deep down that maybe something was wrong with him or his fault for never having that you know? Maybe someday I'll have a special man in our lives and it will make up for all these years.
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