My STBX begged me to have a baby. I worked really hard to graduate early so I could give him the baby that he wanted so badly. He is 28 years old and I am only 18. He left me for another woman who has a 3 year old son, ours is only 5 months old. He doesn't call or text to check on his baby. We're lucky to see him a total of 3 hours a week and even then, he doesn't make bottles or change diapers. WE were ready to have a baby. WE were supposed to take care of him. Now all of the responsibility it on ME. I get frustrated doing everything. I feel trapped. He begged and begged for this baby and was sooooo thrilled to have a son of his own, so why is he taking care of another woman's kid instead of his own son? I'm really frustrated. It's not that I don't love my son to death, I'm just so tired of being a single parent when I'm only a parent because he begged me to become one. I trusted that he was going to be with me forever and in our son's life for the long run. Boy was I wrong.
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