We went to eviction court last night...we have to be out on the 30th. I'm so scared...my mother agreed to take Kazzy but me, A and the baby will have no where to go. I am going to DSS again tomorrow...third time this week...and plead again for help...I feel like my world is falling apart...what am I going to do? I have nothing...I feel so helpless, i feel like a bad mother...A sees me packing up all the stuff and she is confused, an emotion she HATES so she has been getting worse again. The local family shelters won't take us because A is autistic and has too many outburts and they "feel she would be disruptive" what kind of BS is that???? I just want to cry...I'm trying to hold it together for the kids sake but I'm losing it...i really just feel helpless...I'm not sure what else I can do...I mean I don't want to end up being one of those mothers who sleep in the car with the kids, but right now it seems like thats our only option...I've been trying to get in touch with the department of mental health, hoping that since A is disabled maybe they can help with resources but they have yet to return my calls...I just don't know what to do...I think I need a hug
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