My partner of 8 years has just left me and my son stating he doesnt love me and wants a new life! I was finding parenthood a challenge before he left but know I amm faced with the prospect of bringing up my 6 year old son alone. He is angry and hateful and I am starting to despise him! I feel so guilty and scared that I wont manage to cope! I am suffering from anxiety attacks and have just been put on medication but this is going to take time to work! I feel I havent the strength to do any of this, pay the bills, clean the house, do the garden, even putting out the bins is agonising, all this extra work and no one to help me. I am envious that my partner can walk away and leave me with everything and start a new life!I want to leave the house but cant afford to and its in a location that is good for school I just think Im being a selfish cow who is putting my needs first and not my child! Has any one else had this experience and how did you cope! Please help me!
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