I left my sons father a year ago because he is a addict and we did not have any contact with pretty much the whole time. We started talking about a month ago to make strick arraingments for him to visit with our son. The thing that is hard about it is that I and whole heartedly in love with the sober man and hate the addict. I thought that I was over him and now that he has been calling and visiting I realized I am still in love with him. He has also said that he is in love with me. I will never go back with him unless he goes to rehab which will never happen. So I have acsepted that we will never be together but I have found myself depressed thinking about him and the situation. He also has a girl that he dates which I hate to think of I understand that because its takes your mind off it. He is not allowed to take my son he has to visit with him when I am there because of his history. How do I deal with having to have to see and talk to somebody your in love with but cant be with.
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