To make a long story short, I was with my ex since I was 17. A little over 10 years. We have been married for 6 of those years. And we have a 15 month old little boy. He came home one day and decided he wasn't happy and wanted a divorce. End of discussion! It has now been almost 4 months since we separated and I still can't get through a day with out having a breakdown! I cry at the thought of him or us! I cry when I talk to him! I even cry when my little boy says "da da"! Since my ex was my life, I don't have many friends! I don't know what to do to help ease the pain. Does it get better? Everyone says time heals all wounds, but mine seem to hurt worse & worse each day! I'm also not good at just going up to strangers and "making friends". Please any suggestions would be great!
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