I lost my sister 4 months ago she was killed by her husband and the police killed him. She left behind 2 daughters 9 and 10 that i am now raising, I cry everyday for these kids and I miss her. I keep wondering if it will ever get better. My kids are older in colllege so this year my husband and I were tobe empty nesters for the first year but the day after my daughters graduation she was killed, The kids were in the house when he killed her. I am just not sure where to go from here to move on I just can't let go.