After my brother died i spent 5 weeks at home before coming back to work. I've work my 7 weeks and am headed home on Thursday. I wonder if reality will it me when i get home, back to the place that i spent the most miserable 5 weeks of my life. Does it make a difference that i've been away or would i habe been feeling the same if i was still at home? I guess it doesn't really matter, wherever i go my brother is not there. Very confused by my feelings at the moment.