I remember as a kid I was very outgoing and had lots of friends... I was very motivated in school and did pretty well also. Then in 6th grade I started getting made fun of by alot of the guys at my school and couldn't handle/didn't handle the situation very well. I would cry because they made fun of me so much (I was very young, I didn't know what else to do) and finally my mom switched me to a private school. I did a little better socially there, but alot of the guys still didn't like me a whole lot. Then in high school I just became introverted. I became scared to talk to people besides my close friends and lost all of my outgoingness. I developed a strong desire to be popular and what not but I just couldn't do it. I got a little better towards the end of high school and made some new friends but still I remain really dissatisfied with my social situation. Perhaps its because I'm more sensitive than most guys and not as "hard" emotionally. Is it possible for me to be like I was when I was a kid again? Can I ever regain my outgoing, fun, loving personality?
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