It has been so hard for me to make new friends at school. I haven't made any real friends, just a few people that I kind of talk to in class but nothing more. I was starting to feel really positive about things though because this one girl that is in my history class asked me if I wanted to go to the movies with her and her friend. I felt like I was finally making progress and I was so happy that I had made a friend. We went to the movies and had a really good time. The next week we were talking in class and she found out about my SI and she started laughing at me. She thinks that I'm a freak and just laughs about it. I feel so hopeless. When I actually open myself up and put myself out there I get rejected and judged. It just makes me feel even more alone and like no one will accept me.
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