Im so sick of my shyness, im 20 in a few months and sick of being on my own, every lad i meet my shyness gets in the way and they dont want to know because i cant tell them exactly how i feel, ive only been out with one lad and that lasted 4 months and he was just as shy as i am, will i ever find someone who wants me for who i am and someone who wont want me to change?
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