Ok well.. I have this problem where i hang out with lots of people and i don't talk at all and i just sit in the background of the crowd just listening, Not engaging in whatever is going on. I have a bad habbit of doing so too and i can't help it. And the main problem i have is... kinda embarracing.. When i hang out with chicks or girls i cant strike a conversation. I pretty mutch just sit there like an idiot not saying anything like i'm trying to bore them to death. It's like i can't relate to them on any level because I, Myself, Am only interested in certain things and it's hard to relate. Then i get put into this really low self-esteemed mood that i'm not good enough and why would she want anything to do with me? I play videogames, play guitar, and have no determination for education. Most girls like it when a guy has really high self-esteem and is confident and shit, BUT THATS NOT ME! And it never works out with girls! I like.. practically choke! I freeze and can't think of anything to say at all most of the time and feel like leaving to go do something else. I just wish girls would make it easier for people like me and help us out.. If they're interested in people like us, who are really shy, they should be open and make us feel comfortable!!!!! ._.; I'm open for any advice, please help me =(.
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