I can talk to any one on paper or the computer. I can not seem to go out alone. I have to have my husband there with me to make me comfortable. That way, if someone approaches, he can talk to them. I desperately need to get a job, but I cant handle the thought of an interview. I always say something stupid! When I go to the dr. or somewhere I have to go, I start babling like an idiot!! I have no friends. Not because of that, but because I would rather stay at home with my family, and friends always want to go out drinking and stuff. My life is so hectic that anytime I get to be with my husband, I take it.I am totally dependant on him. I used to be very outgoing. I had it all until I got fired from my job. Nothings been the same since. My husband is very understanding and is trying to be patient, but he needs me to work. HELP!!
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