I am here because I don't know what to do. I know I am shy. Its hard for me to make friends because when I meet someone it is difficult for me to sustain a conversation. I never know what to say and I am always worried about how I am perceived. It does affect me every day of my life and sometimes I am happier at home with my dog. I get sad when I hear my husband talking cross country on the phone to his high school buddies who he is so close to. I don't have anyone like that. My husband is so opposite of me, he is the type that is so outgoing that you can't help but be drawn to him. By the second time you have met he is hugging you like his best bud. I have read self help books and tried exercises but with little to no success. I would love to talk to anyone who might know what this feels like, if there is anyone. Thank you.
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