Now, I make myself do it and try to have a good time. As shy as I am, yes I do. When I go to a social gathering I am usually forced into going to, I do. Thanks to youtube, I can find the how to of every dance out there. I didn't for many years. I would sit in my chair and listen to the music sounding so good, and in my mind dance to every song. Then one day I said the heck with it, and got up. My heart was beating so fast, I was so terrified and thought all eyes were on me. it wasn't. I still feel fear everytime I do it, but I do it anyway. My husband has the gift of gab. Ever since high school I was made to go to everything social. Now I am glad for it.
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