I hardly talk in school because im not "popular" enough to hang out with the other kids. Im too afraid to start a conversation with others because i know they would make fun of me. My brother is a year older than me *hes a junior and im a sophomore* and he has down syndrome.and I just found out that my mother is having surgery in a week for another tumor. this time they say its ovarian cancer. Why does this have to happen. Why me. Why her. Why my family? I cant take this anymore. i just want to leave. leave home. leave the state. just leave. I dont want to be here. And people wonder why i dont talk. i just want to be asked how i feel. i might not say much in return but it will make me feel better that i know someone cares.
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