I spend big time when I am feeling depressed. Once several years ago when I broke up with an ex I had maxed out my credit cards to the sum of $25,000.00. I ended up sabotaging my credit on purpose by declaring bankruptcy. I still go on spending binges every now and then. Also shopping is entertainment plain and simple. It keeps you occupied and when you are getting new stuff all of the time who has time to focus on the bad stuff in one\'s life or feel sad... Does anyone else feel the same way??? I have been wating to pay off my mortgage and do some home improvements but that sort of thing takes time and I want immediate gratification. I tried this before and when I would put all of my extra money on the house payment so as not to blow it on stuff I don\'t need and I\'d feel extremely bored and get depressed. I am 30 and don\'t have a family just friends at work. Does anyone have any suggestions???
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