I am new here. I am not new to addiction, though. I actually work with individuals dealing with addiction. I have a shopping addiction and have realized it for over a year. I can not stop. Anytime I get a paycheck, I get online to order clothes, makeup and anything else I do not need. No one around me truely understands. They just tell me to stop. I have always loved to shop but it all esculated after my first miscarriage. I have been dealing with infertility as well. I am about to lose my fiance who I have been with for 7 years because of the messes I have gotten myself into. I know I am still dealing with depression and am taking medications. I feel a high for awhile when I buy things. Then reality sets in when I look at all the unnescessary things I have bought and my checking account. I need to be able to talk to those who understand. Help!
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