
Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
as the abuse continued, everything was drained from me. nothing made me happy. nothing made me smile. then, i found someone. more like he found me.
he made me feel like he brought everything i had lost back...he had found it all and was returning these things to me: a reason to live, a smile, hope, feeling of peace...but he took it all from me. he ended up forcing himself...
now i'm back where i was before. lost...there is happiness out there. we just need to be strong enough to go out there and search for it...to find what was taken from us...
i'm here if you ever need to talk about anything...
To this day, I can still remember with complete clarity the first time I felt happiness. It was an extraordinary moment, I wasn't on drugs, I wasn't drunk, no extraordinary thing had happened. I was just happy for no reason at all, i'm sorry except for being alive. When I asked someone what the feeling was, they told me it was happy. Happiness is that little natural high that makes you feel like everything is okay. I was two years into recovery from sexual abuse.
Today I feel that way a lot. I love the world I live in and believe that there is a lot of goodness in this world.
Happiness is an idea, a state of mind. It's up to you to define it and seek it out.