Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
I suppose this is called a waking dream.
I was in my bed upstairs, and suddenly I felt a heavy pressure atop me. I could feel an arm pinning me down and breath on my neck. I was still asleep, but I was awake enough to realize it was a dream. I was trying to scream 'NO! MAMA! NO! MAMA!' over and over, like... 'No don't do it' and 'Mama help me'. I couldn't get it out. All I could manage was a loud 'MMMMMM!'.
Finally, I managed to open my eyes and the feeling of someone on top of me went away.
It was like part of me was aware that it wasn't real, and kept saying 'It's not real, just wake up', but the other part was in sheer panic. Like... frothing at the mouth, eyes rolling, shrieking panic.
Was this a flashback?
I was in my bed upstairs, and suddenly I felt a heavy pressure atop me. I could feel an arm pinning me down and breath on my neck. I was still asleep, but I was awake enough to realize it was a dream. I was trying to scream 'NO! MAMA! NO! MAMA!' over and over, like... 'No don't do it' and 'Mama help me'. I couldn't get it out. All I could manage was a loud 'MMMMMM!'.
Finally, I managed to open my eyes and the feeling of someone on top of me went away.
It was like part of me was aware that it wasn't real, and kept saying 'It's not real, just wake up', but the other part was in sheer panic. Like... frothing at the mouth, eyes rolling, shrieking panic.
Was this a flashback?
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
Dreams are a strange beast at the best of times. I've often had dreams where I believed I was awake but watching myself sleep at the same time and I can see/smell and taste very vividly
it is pretty interesting stuff but those dreams you are having must be terrifying.