Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
I suppose this is called a waking dream.
I was in my bed upstairs, and suddenly I felt a heavy pressure atop me. I could feel an arm pinning me down and breath on my neck. I was still asleep, but I was awake enough to realize it was a dream. I was trying to scream 'NO! MAMA! NO! MAMA!' over and over, like... 'No don't do it' and 'Mama help me'. I couldn't get it out. All I could manage was a loud 'MMMMMM!'.
Finally, I managed to open my eyes and the feeling of someone on top of me went away.
It was like part of me was aware that it wasn't real, and kept saying 'It's not real, just wake up', but the other part was in sheer panic. Like... frothing at the mouth, eyes rolling, shrieking panic.
Was this a flashback?
I was in my bed upstairs, and suddenly I felt a heavy pressure atop me. I could feel an arm pinning me down and breath on my neck. I was still asleep, but I was awake enough to realize it was a dream. I was trying to scream 'NO! MAMA! NO! MAMA!' over and over, like... 'No don't do it' and 'Mama help me'. I couldn't get it out. All I could manage was a loud 'MMMMMM!'.
Finally, I managed to open my eyes and the feeling of someone on top of me went away.
It was like part of me was aware that it wasn't real, and kept saying 'It's not real, just wake up', but the other part was in sheer panic. Like... frothing at the mouth, eyes rolling, shrieking panic.
Was this a flashback?
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
Dreams are a strange beast at the best of times. I've often had dreams where I believed I was awake but watching myself sleep at the same time and I can see/smell and taste very vividly
it is pretty interesting stuff but those dreams you are having must be terrifying.