Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
Well, I stopped seeing a councelor. It seemed like they just wanted to hear me talk about sex stories. Yes, I was molested by my Sister and her Friends when I was very young, I also suffered many other types of abuse, but honestly, I dont care to bring it all upand relive it all, at least not right now. Not really sure why I am writing this other than to just get some thoughts down.
It seems to be weird to me that I as a man was molested by women as a young child and now as an adult I cant get enough of them. I love adore and cherish all women. Too much so. sigh.
My soon to be ex wife actually demanded that I hit her two weeks ago. It just proved to me how little she really knows me. Even though I have suffered so much pain, I could NEVER ever hurt any woman. It was just ingraned into me to make them happy. unfortunately, I was taught to do that sexually. but still.
sigh, I have no idea where I am going with this.
It seems to be weird to me that I as a man was molested by women as a young child and now as an adult I cant get enough of them. I love adore and cherish all women. Too much so. sigh.
My soon to be ex wife actually demanded that I hit her two weeks ago. It just proved to me how little she really knows me. Even though I have suffered so much pain, I could NEVER ever hurt any woman. It was just ingraned into me to make them happy. unfortunately, I was taught to do that sexually. but still.
sigh, I have no idea where I am going with this.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
There are many styles of therapy - some of which do not focus on reliving the past. Only one of the therapists I've seen in my lifetime has felt the need to delve into my past repeatedly, beyond the "get to know you" intake visit. The rest (I've relocated a few times) felt therapy was about dealing with "now": identifying the connection between thoughts and feelings, learning healthy coping tools, building self-esteem, introspection to find and build on personal strengths. These all help me reflect, when and if I am ready, on my own past - meanwhile my "now" is a better place to be.
Did you ever question your counsellor as to why they seem to want to discuss one particular area?