Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
Ok so some times i let my mind get the best of me..anyways out of the 5 poems i wrote in the last 30-60 min ill put this one up..
Past
Memoried of the past are haunting-
like a gost trying to get revenge.
Vividimages are tramutizing and hurtfull-
the words that are hurd are anything but delightful.
The pain felt is like being stabbed 20 times over.
The idea that this is just a dream is far gone.
Its the beaten hell of the past that never excapes from the soul, the mind and, the body.
the tramutizing images, the flash backs, the memories, the sleepless nights never end.
The idea of normal is like sayinng that you were never born and none of this hell ever happend.
anyways...i hope this isnt to bad and did set anyone off...i no for me i fell nothing and i feel fine haha even after that! this numbness thing is so odd
Past
Memoried of the past are haunting-
like a gost trying to get revenge.
Vividimages are tramutizing and hurtfull-
the words that are hurd are anything but delightful.
The pain felt is like being stabbed 20 times over.
The idea that this is just a dream is far gone.
Its the beaten hell of the past that never excapes from the soul, the mind and, the body.
the tramutizing images, the flash backs, the memories, the sleepless nights never end.
The idea of normal is like sayinng that you were never born and none of this hell ever happend.
anyways...i hope this isnt to bad and did set anyone off...i no for me i fell nothing and i feel fine haha even after that! this numbness thing is so odd
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
I never went through cutting but i used to stand under the shower with full blast hot and drip candle wax on me, it lwated a year and a half and i went numb from that so i stopped.
And i do read emotions in here, your not all numb!
I still sit under the hot water in the shower... i get really cold
like a chill that will not go away...for anything
I think it is common to feel numb and(emotionally) I am told this is due the brains defense mechanism as a result of post truamatic stress.