Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
Since I've discovered DS, I've been joining more and more communities, sharing parts of what I've kept secret for years more and more. Slowly, I feel I'm airing out everything. Until I came across DS, I've repressed everything... I'm hoping I may heal, after at last the last bit of my story comes out.
I'm already in rape; course, we all know sexual abuse doesnt have to be rape. I've been sexually abused in every school I've ever been to, and besides my one rape back when I was 6, I havent told my parents about any of it. Why? Because when I told them about my rape, they did nothing. they didnt even take me to the hospital.
Sorry this is so long-- please dont discard tho, lol.
Some worse case scenarios involve being grabbed, and attempted rapes. The terror of a person dragging u away into a dark room, and the feeling of being violated...
What bothers me most is that because I didnt report certain guys, they've since succeeded in raping other girls. those girls DID report it, but I cant help but wonder... could I have prevented those rapes?
I'm already in rape; course, we all know sexual abuse doesnt have to be rape. I've been sexually abused in every school I've ever been to, and besides my one rape back when I was 6, I havent told my parents about any of it. Why? Because when I told them about my rape, they did nothing. they didnt even take me to the hospital.
Sorry this is so long-- please dont discard tho, lol.
Some worse case scenarios involve being grabbed, and attempted rapes. The terror of a person dragging u away into a dark room, and the feeling of being violated...
What bothers me most is that because I didnt report certain guys, they've since succeeded in raping other girls. those girls DID report it, but I cant help but wonder... could I have prevented those rapes?
deleted_user
Whether they would've been sent to jail or not, your reporting them is not the issue. The people who were most likely to prevent the rapes were the rapists themselves. It was their fault! Not yours! The way they and your family treated you took away your voice. You were not responsible for the other rapes in any way. You did the best that you could at the time and should be proud of yourself for surviving. To come forward would have been very difficult without having the support you needed.
redsilverfox
HUGS, YOU ARE TO REMEMBER "IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT!"
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
