As I write this I am sick to my stomach!! I am so tired of being hurt or trusting people or having people who i think i can trust just hurt or leave me. The one friend who has been with me through absolutely everything, my boyfriend cheating on me, he drove down the day after my friend sexually assaulted me to help and be with me and yet now he isn't here with me. I no longer have him as a friend, he was the one who helped me get into counseling and helped me talk to my parents, everything he was the one who actually kept me together, probably honestly was the one who stopped me from killing myself and was the only person who I could talk to me. Then he went and told me that he is in love with me!! I had no clue what to do or say or anything, what am i supposed to do, for him to tell me that he was in love with me when I am obviously not in a good state. Then when I told him that it's not fair to tell me this, he told me that he had to tell me and i had the right to know.Then he said it's too painful to be around me and can't be friends with me!! He said to see me, talk to me be anywhere near me is too painful!! And all in that one instant i lost my best friend, my biggest support system and someone whom i love dearly!! Someone PLEASE HELP!!! ANY ADVICE??