
Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
I find the blackness it brings
a comfort to my soul,
like a down comforter
I feel it surrond me with
warmth comes at a price
lost in time and space
I reach for that comfort
As i stare into the night sky
my thoughts travel to the outer reaches of space...and they beckon me to join them there.
I feel the pull to to leave my safe place, but fear has me firmly dis-abled.
I am frozen in time. I wait
waiting to see what will happen next
As the darkness covers me I find the blackness it brings a comfort to my soul,
like a down comforter I feel it surrond me with warmth comes at a price
lost in time and space I reach for that comfort
but there is no comfort, only fear. My mind takes me to another place, another time
A time where hopes of happiness and love have not yet vanished, like the dreams of this world have gone to dust so many years ago
As I stare into the night sky . I wonder when will he come next. What terrible things will he do next. I gin and bear it. I pretending like nothing bothering me. What a FAKE I am ?! I'm so tried of lying . I'm so tried of crying. I tired of tying myself up in knots. I just want it to end
so i pack my bags and run. run till i can no longer see that place, or see his face.. There is light at the end of the tunnel.
But the light is dim and far away. i hear him come to me in the night and i yell and scream and no one will hear me. in the day i beg to forget but images in my mind will forever be engraved into my soul. i am lost
Until my dreams take me to a place where I can see in the dark, and there is nothing in the shadows that scares me.
Because I am a survivor.
So close yet so far.