
Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
Maybe one day you will be able to talk to someone and discuss your feelings and have a better direction on how to deal with your future.
Wanna know why? Because he's NEVER told me that he was sorry. He always acted like it NEVER happened. In fact, after I grew up, he moved on to other little girls. He has no remorse, no guilt.
You are different. I have compassion and sadness in my heart for you.
Before you were an abuser, you were a victim. You were just a child. You need to admit and heal that part of you ... as much as you need to heal the guilt and pain you feel for the acts you committed against your sister.
You have said your sorry. Your family has accepted your apology. You need to move forward from here.
I know your sister is having a hard time, but she's going to have to deal with things in her own way. You can't fix her ... just yourself.
Did you ever think that by moving forward you might set a positive example for your sister? You could show her that's it possible to pick up the pieces and heal.
I know you feel guilt. But what good is it doing you? You've been forgiven. You need to seek out help and find a way to move forward.
I doubt you've ever delt with the fact that you were abused ... am I right? You went straight from victim to abuser and when everything came out, in the light of day, you never delt with the fact that you, yourself, were victimized.
My suggestion, start there. Find a good support group and heal the little boy who was hurt so badly.
I wish you peace.