
Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
the reason it gets worse is that everything was suppressed for so long. it was the only way we knew how to deal with it at the time that it happened. but now (as others have told you) you're ready to deal with it all.
i'd say with the help of a good counselor and friends (please don't try to do this alone!) you should see improvement within a year. i can't say for sure but that's been my experience.
good luck and we're all here for you!
(((((HUGS)))))
So talk about feeling like filth inside. My Father beat me till I quite crying, I learned to disconnect from pain of what ever it was. At night my brother try to suffocate me with a pillow more than once, holding knifes on me, you get the picture.
You know as well as I do it is not fear but terror. The terror fallows you, I can tell you there is much hope, it is called strength and grace. Knowing you were an innocent victim of some sick shit head who did what ever in minutes time our lives change forever.
The hope ; panic attacks will not kill you, stress will, clesha" If you have no problems with drugs ask you Doctor who knows you that you need clonazepam I know the feeling you are talking about so well, but this drug is addicting I decided to take it anyway cause it makes me feel much happier dealing with PTSS.
The day you get better from this that follows you is to forgive, not for that person but for your sake, be a child of God for this is his battle, give it to him, he will do the judging, he knows your tears, let God cradle you, the little girl inside who hurts so much, let your Father take care of this one.
I pray this helps you, have grace knowing inside you are unique and one individual who is strong and some one with character, no one can take that!
peace
Some of you suggested meds - I keep saying no to the doctor, to be honest I don't know why I do, I think I'm scared of losing control of my own feelings, I don't know.
Peace and safe hugs to you all X X