Sexual Abuse Support Group
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My "one year since" just came.. and I'm still struggling with it, so.. I did what I did best and wrote... I'm now upset, and extremely lost and officially hate the fact, that these feelings come up at random times...
Anyway... Hope you all like it, I guess...
~Hello Jon~
Hello Jon..
Its been a year,
I sat at a computer and wrote.
I told all the secrets,
Of the night before..
Do you remember now?
What you did to me?
All the pain and suffering,
You denied and failed to see?
Your drunken breath,
The whispered words?
The look in my eyes,
My voice you claim,
You never heard?
What about before?
The stupid game,
The deal we struck?
The one we said we wouldnt do,
Yet I was still out of luck
The three rings in the middle and end?
The ones you took with haste,
The one escape,
I always saw lock with your hand
What about way back when?
We were friends,
Phone calls and texting,
Visitation was the next thing
How Id trusted you the years before?
Saw the good in you,
When I looked up to you,
Before you became that drunken whore?
Do you remember now?
Do you taste me?
Feel me?
Have you watched as you erased me?
Have you laughed in my face,
As I cry myself to sleep?
Have you abused someone else?
Left her in the street?
Have you lied to yourself?
Forgotten to it to make peace?
Because Im stuck here,
I havent been released.
Hello Jon..
Its been a year,
Since you had your fun,
Just so you know?
Im still here.
Anyway... Hope you all like it, I guess...
~Hello Jon~
Hello Jon..
Its been a year,
I sat at a computer and wrote.
I told all the secrets,
Of the night before..
Do you remember now?
What you did to me?
All the pain and suffering,
You denied and failed to see?
Your drunken breath,
The whispered words?
The look in my eyes,
My voice you claim,
You never heard?
What about before?
The stupid game,
The deal we struck?
The one we said we wouldnt do,
Yet I was still out of luck
The three rings in the middle and end?
The ones you took with haste,
The one escape,
I always saw lock with your hand
What about way back when?
We were friends,
Phone calls and texting,
Visitation was the next thing
How Id trusted you the years before?
Saw the good in you,
When I looked up to you,
Before you became that drunken whore?
Do you remember now?
Do you taste me?
Feel me?
Have you watched as you erased me?
Have you laughed in my face,
As I cry myself to sleep?
Have you abused someone else?
Left her in the street?
Have you lied to yourself?
Forgotten to it to make peace?
Because Im stuck here,
I havent been released.
Hello Jon..
Its been a year,
Since you had your fun,
Just so you know?
Im still here.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
this is really well written, and i felt it.
the ending really got to me. I can definitely identify. *hugz* i'm sorry it was like this for you
I'll make it through the end of the darkened tunnel one day.. Everyone does, it's a matter of when where and how...
*hug* Thanks for your comment.
I wish you peace and healing.