Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
Yesterday I had physical therapy and while he was doing sacrocranial release, he talked to me about how old i was when i first was abused, and how it made me feel and how it wasnt my fault, and im a good person no matter what happened to me. I also see a counselor weekly. Well now tonight I just want to cry. I just want to run away from it. God help me get through all of this pain. Most normal people can enjoy sex, well not the case when uve been abused. I feel dirty and ashamed that it feels good. sometimes I really hate living.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
I say keep talking to your friends here, write a daily journal about how you feel.
Abuse held in is like trying to hold a beach ball underwater. eventually it is going to come to the surface. It really does get better. Especially for people like yourself who didn't deserve what happened to them and are good people.
Stay strong and email if you want. I to an here for you.
as long as there is NO fear that comes with it.
what he stole from you was your Power..your Trust...you need to get that back...if not from him...then you have to build it back up yourself....I am a 43 year old woman, I was raped at 6 years of age....that set me up for a very long life to try to live with any type of peace...I have never had any type of counceling...I was to ashamed to talk to anyone at anytime about it...
you can get your power back...and your trust in the people around you...by protecting urself and others in this situation...I could not face my rapist he was long dead by the time i had full memory of what he did to me...but all the bad crap that followed me around for so many years i put squarely BACK on his shoulders to carry...
do not feel ashamed that being touched feels good...do not feel dirty...all that is bioloigcal...we cannot help that...be strong by helping urself by helping others...
take it as slow as you need to go...I do hope for you that if you do not have a compassionate partner in your life right now....that you soon will...my man has helped me thru so very much...and sex can be very intimate again...A prayer for you.
Bonnie