
Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...

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After being manipulated and raped during my years.
I've now become obsessed with an alternative world yet afraid of it.
I don't like pain but somehow i need the dominant side before i can feel complete.
I feel like i'm messed up for being submissive but in that world it's ok and you are taken care of.
But somehow i feel dirty in the vanilla side and i hate that it was a male that did it to me.
The worst feeling in the world... Is knowing my family doesn't know and I would never fully let them in on that life of being raped and beaten and knowing that now.. I like to be tied down and a sub to some dom. it's twisted
I've now become obsessed with an alternative world yet afraid of it.
I don't like pain but somehow i need the dominant side before i can feel complete.
I feel like i'm messed up for being submissive but in that world it's ok and you are taken care of.
But somehow i feel dirty in the vanilla side and i hate that it was a male that did it to me.
The worst feeling in the world... Is knowing my family doesn't know and I would never fully let them in on that life of being raped and beaten and knowing that now.. I like to be tied down and a sub to some dom. it's twisted
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Lots of hugs
N xx
I honestly have to say for a long time i did not understand why regular sex just did nothing for me....oh but get me in the arms of a Dominant man and my whole BODY comes alive...tho I have been raped...and more then Once..I do not believe that has anything to do with it...i mean if it did then why did I not get aroused DUREING the rape ??
Giveing ur trust...your POWER is completely different then haveing someone TAKE it...and I believe that is what D/s is about....just an opinion...but i know alot of women wheo have never been abused in any situation are the same way