Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
I wanted to ask anyone here if they have issues FEELING? Physicaly and emotionaly.
I learned so early on to go with the flow and just get through-
However and on the other hand I have MASTERED ANGER!!!!
I refuse to cry! ever! and if I do I am ashamed and embarrased afterward and end up cutting.
Feeling any sexual feelings during intamacy with my husband is practicly non-existant. ( he does not know this) I put on the right act if you know what I mean.
So now what? I get to live the rest of my life like a zombie? Pretending, faking, emotionless empty?
I learned so early on to go with the flow and just get through-
However and on the other hand I have MASTERED ANGER!!!!
I refuse to cry! ever! and if I do I am ashamed and embarrased afterward and end up cutting.
Feeling any sexual feelings during intamacy with my husband is practicly non-existant. ( he does not know this) I put on the right act if you know what I mean.
So now what? I get to live the rest of my life like a zombie? Pretending, faking, emotionless empty?
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If you were asking an auditorium of listeners this question... yea my hand would be up. I dont feel, I get very angry. I get so pissed i shake. Never cry I can laugh too.so i guess that is a plus. With intamacy yeah I dont feel a thing, I usually space out. I dont know, I hate it, sometimes I wish I could cry like someone else can, I wish I could let my emotions out..... or at least feel something other than the blade.
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
