Some of you I can tell are very real in your posts and your concerns. Some here though seem to come here to just laugh or make fun of the ones who are serious. This is a serious problem. It has led to so much destruction in my home and life. My husband was so deep into this that I was raped while he was pursuing a bi-sexual relationship. I guess he decided he like me better. This stuff beat me down till I did not even know who I was anymore. Last October I could not even answer my phone, get dressed or raise my blinds. I had hit rock bottom. I disappeared and left, told the police I went on my on. God healed me and he healed my marriage, though I do have fear that rises up in me that makes me wonder is he doing it again. He knows the papers are drawn up and if he ever looks at this or has another affair with a man or women I am gone forever. We have been married 22 years.

This is not anything to laugh at this is my life. If you come here for your jollies go somewhere else. If you are real and are trying to get clean, I would like to help you. If you are not real don't bother me. Do not pm me and ask me if I believe sexual addiction is real. What do you think I believe? Do not think I am stupid when I say if not by the grace of God I would not be here.

hope is alive