He is really testing my Faith with this thread on the main board. It's like I have Satan on one shoulder, and God on the other. Each of them telling me what to do. My personality is so fiery and fiesty, I have a hard time when in a heated disscussion, to always have to have the last word. I am trying me best to let go of some of the comments made, but it is difficult. I really have no idea what the big deal is. One post in particular hurt my feelings badly, I know I should not be so sensitive, but I cry at the drop of a hat these days. Last night there was name calling, criticism for being Southern, I mean what am I supposed to do? sit back and take it? After I told Greg what was going on, I was to upset to say anything, he sat down and typed what he thought. I did not even know he was going to post, he did so after I went to bed. First thing this morning I read something about his weight. Is this what it has come to? Must we really cut each other down by calling each other names? Telling someone to kiss their shorts? I never intended to for all this to go that far. Have you ever heard that saying"sticks and stones may break my bones, but words may never hurt me" I need to remind myself of that, because I was hurt by some of those comments.You see as Christians, Anything that we comment on is a judgement of our Faith. Well, you cant say this because you are Christian, or that's not a very Christian thing to say. Well, I am also a human too, and all humans, no matter what Faith you believe have feelings. I know most of you have been keeping up with it, and don't want to be a part of it, as I totally understand. I believe that God will get me through this, just as he has many other times in my life. I just know that I need to stay strong and not let some people get to me so much. Is it true that maybe they are here doing the devil's work? I don't know. I do know that my whole family is sick and they are all headed to to doctor, so keep them in your prayers today.
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