I have been seperated from my son by CPS. I wrote about specifics in my journal but so far I don't know how to really get involved. I tried to chat but maybe I didn't get through because I recieved no answer. I feel depressed and lonely not having him around; I try to use this time to work on my bipolar & Post Tramatic Stress Syndrome & my marriage problems but my stress level has gone through the roof! My Father-in-law (whom I love like my own PaPa) has Prostate Cancer and it almost has him giving up! My Sister is being sent up to a TX state jail for her own mental problems that I don't feel like discussing but her husband who is a disabled alcoholic needs my help to get him on disablity because my sister can't support him anymore and I don't want her to loose everything she has because of him selling everything and I know he can't work and that is a main reason he got back on the heavy liquor! My Mother-in-law is still treating all her boys as babies which enable them to continue BAD HABITS! She needs me to help her with her illness because all this has hurt her physically to the point she has trouble functioning without my help! My husband is Mentally Retarded and so all this court proceedings has really affected us. We love each other but we have trouble being there for each other with all that is going on! My MHMR caseworker told me "JUST SAY NO & FOCUS ON YOU!" but my Christian background has instilled deeply the message of "SERVE OTHERS AND ALL WILL BE RETURNED TO YOU 10 FOLD! I can't stand to leave my husband or any member of my extended family because that's all I got other than my imprisoned sister; And being seperated from my children is tearing me apart ! I NEED SUPPORT AND LOTS OF ENCOURAGEMENT AND HUGS AND MESSAGES hopefully Christ-based if possible for only with Jesus am I here talking to you all now! GOD BLESS YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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