I am a new memeber. I have been cutting for six years and can't seem to stop. I do and I don't want to stop. I just..it's been a part of me for so long, I don't know what else to fall back on when I get upset or mad or...whatever else makes me want to cut. It's been with me for so long, it's all I have. It realises my anger and sadness. When I feel numb it helps me feel again. And when I cut, it doesn't even hurt. I just feel good feeling. No pain. That's what scares me that I might go too far without even knowing. I feel like I need this. Will I ever be able to stop?
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