So, I am finally reinventing a relationship with my son. After having lost custody of him due to my heroin addiction, MI and SI, after years of having him not come to visit he came and stayed with me for 4 days. Prior to his arrival and now, after his departure, i am obsessing about the idea of cutting. Why do i do what i do? I mean why can't i just accept that something good is happening in my life without having the urges to self-destruct? I just don't get it...
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