Last night I got so mad and I don\'t even know why I was mad. I just got filled with rage and hit myself in the face. I hate this feeling of no control. Why do I get so filled with rage that I just want to beat myself? I was thinking of cutting I was so angry but I did not relapse and do that. I wish the rage would stop.
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