so, its been since may of 2008 since i have cut, and quite frankly i am wondering why i ever stopped. i mean does it really even matter. my life is a fucking mess right now and i need an outlet, ive tried other things, but nothing really helps. so cutting seems to be the only way to let out the pain. I'm so tempted to stop by the hardware store and pick up some new razors but then again, its like i don't want to because i want to stop. and still at the same time i don't understand why i want to stop, its like half of me is saying, just go ahead and do it it's not hurting anyone, and the other half is telling me its stupid and i should stay strong. but i don't know how to stay strong. there is no solution to this shit. and yes i am aware that cutting isn't a solution either but it's the one that makes me feel the best. ugh. i just don't know what to do anymore. i feel like i'm dying inside.
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