whats it like to feel happpy.....for real...i have...felt ..happy or...loved..for a..long tme..even though...those of you..here love..me ...at..home my family...hates..me ...there..im nobody ..ther i cry myself...to sleep..and cut to feel..ok...i cutt..wen im there...to feel..loved..like..and...it helps to...reliev the pain..but why am ..i so unhappy..is this my..fualt..do i deserve this?....im so cold...so alone....i .wish...i could...love..like..everyone..here does...but i guess im ....worhtless..and...deserve to...be unhappy...
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