I just cut...and it's like a high. I feel calm, I don't want to cry anymore, and I could probably fall asleep if I wanted to. It always brings me down. I always take a huge breath after I've cut. It connects me to my body if I need it to, or it disconnects me if I need it to. Of course there's the little voice of guilt in the back of my mind, but honestly, I've been trying to resist this urge for a few days. I'm sorry if I feel satisfied, but I don't know any other way. what does cutting do for you guys?
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