What exactly is happiness? I can't seem to stay happy for one dam day! I tried today to just sit at home with my mother and watch a movie but I was getting irritated that she just kept asking questions through the entire thing but I tried to let it slide and she freaked out that I hadn't put my clothes away yet but I had been home for ten min before we left again and then trick-or-treaters started showing up and I ended up passing out candy, again, not that it's bad or anything it just irritates me that I am the one who is told that I'm fat and need to loose weight and then get my little belly slapped and that pisses me off! Anyway, I guess what I'm asking is if I will ever one day be happy and on my own and if I will ever make her happy because if not, I might as well kill myself now because that's where it's going to lead in the end.
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