When you are in that state of mind and wanting to SI what helps keep your mind off of it? I had gone 2 years without cutting and for the past week I have known I was going to. I gave in yesterday and this morning. I think my biggest thing was that I didn't want people to know and when my husband saw it the last time I did it (2 years) he threatened to divorce me unless I promised not to do it again. I told him I would not make a promise I couldn't keep and he said he wanted a divorce. So I started packing and as I was almost ready to leave he decided to try to work things out.
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