she knows i care, shes not alone and i support her and I'm not going to hate her for doing it... we talk about it sometimes. she was doing a school paper on Self injury and every time i fall asleep while shes doing her paper.... like this morning i woke up because she jumped on me. she wouldn't look at me and her hands smelled of hand sanitizer. she said she was about to cut but she couldn't because she doesn't want to hurt me... i told her that its not going to hurt me and that i loved her no matter what... but she cant cut and she tells me that every day for the past two weeks she has wanted to. and now she feels like her skin is crawling.
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