My thought are occupied with thoughts of hurting myself and not wanting to ber around anymore. I can escaope for awhile but always end up where i started. I feeel that ther isn't anything htat is tieing me to this world. I wish i could disappear. I started si again today after being clean for 2months. I am afriad that i am losing control and that i won't be able to control myself. Any suggestions please!!!
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